'Hari Keluarga PPSG'

These are the pictures taken during PPSG(pusat pengajian sains pergigian) Family day.
Lots of games offered that day,and soccer with sarong are one of it.

I play my best even though i am a bit 'kaki bangku'..^^
one of the best game that day is eating an apple in a bucket full of water.@.@

lots of fun!!!

love you PPSG

National MOnth and friendship day

1st of August .
means a lot to some people.
today,it resembles two events that are very special.
'merdeka' month and friendship day!

as shown above,ONE MALAYSIA is the new 'wawasan' of our country after 'cemerlang,gemilang dan terbilang'
as establish by malaysia prime minister,Datuk Seri Najib Abdul Razak.
to build a better malaysian;not to forget it country itself.

so,in this post i would like to absorb the soul of this vision and share with all of you.
so that we all become ONE.
eventhough we are only connected by blog.^^
we are still ONE homosapiens ..right?

again HAPpY FriEndsHIP DaY to EveryONe..and to all malaysian out there.
'Merdeka!merdeka!merdeka!'

Dafi @ Afif

Don't Open It PLssss....

this is when someone are very bored and stress out.
doing things that can make them happy.^^

try to guess which commercial that used this as it theme songs.

New L**ks...

New style for my blog.
Hope people likes it like I do.
Hope gonna post better in the future.

Hope this coming Raya will be the best raya ever.(eventhough no duit raya for me.)

Thinking about how i am gonna schedule my time so that i can study effectively.

Blogging help me to reduce my stress.(a lot,sometimes add my stress some more.HUHU)

Love my family .and will always miss them.

I will study!!!!the best I can.and blogging when i'm in the free time(stress time actually)

Love my course.just that i'm feeling restless with it.

Gonna go harder than ever.

Love you All.

bye2.

behave PLEASE.....

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when i was studying , one of the subject is related with skin.So,it's mention about std's (sexual transmitted disease).Then , i check out for some picture for reference.Here are some pictures that i want to share with you.

so how was it?nice?want one?

people out there , please beware of your sexual life.we live only once.so, live your life that do not make you suffer.

love your Creator,

love your family,

love your life,

love your self,

Is it TRUE?-Yasmin Ahmad

KUALA LUMPUR: Jenazah Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad, 51, selamat dikebumikan di Tanah Perkuburan Islam USJ 23, Subang Jaya, dekat sini sebelum solat Zuhur, jam 12.40 tengah hari tadi.

Pengarah filem dan iklan terkenal itu meninggal dunia di Hospital Pakar Damansara, jam 11.25 malam tadi.

Lebih 1,000 kenalan termasuk saudara mara Allahyarham hadir untuk memberi penghormatan terakhir serta mengiring jenazah ke tapak perkuburan.

This article was taken from http://bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Sunday/Mutakhir/20090726132548/Article/........

This is not about the lost of Yasmin,but i am questioning why Yasmin been addressed as Allayarham?According to my ilmu agama yg sedikit nih.....is it only me think that Allayarham is only for guys?

Is it true the rumors about Yasmin is a guy?i thought it is just a drama of media.....and i heard about Yasmin change his/her gender at U.S?

anyway,Yasmin gone already...and not in a best way..i mean, died because of stroke isn't nice ..right?

hope Yasmin will be blessed in the after world.

hope that ppl will appreciate more on her previous work.

hope that we can learn moral values from her life.

hope that she is happy and grateful on what she accomplish so far.

hope that we are inspired by her.

Al-Fatihah

old days

afif.....where are youuuuuuuu...........?????????

this picture was taken during our first primary school (SRK Sacred Heart,Kota Kinabalu) outdoor activities.Going to Sabah Museum.Imagine at this time i am only 7 years old.try to guess which of this cutie little boy am i.

clue: with songkok....

clinical posting in HUSM

my best friends
wad special
sink.....medical hand wash......surgical hand wash
kaunter....
actually,......I dont remember it's name....according to the machine :lifeline...haha

wanna check your eyes?
no comments.......
some of the syringes.....
practising...

a form of iodine..but better

nurse trying to make us understand .......
cute kan the baby........he's staying after his surgery last week///
dental model.....32 permanent teeth.....hafal???
psychiatric wad........hhuhu...(wad orang gila)...best i tell you.....
basic instruments in wad...
frenz trying on check each other bp(blood pressure)
very pity......in orthopedic wad........
walking like a DR..

some of the wad that we visited this week...

210709 OTG

today

2.30 - 4.30 pm:Nursing Posting at CSC(clinical skill centre)

now:at library studying.....

falling apart

today is the most abnormal day of my life......
the story start to spoiled this morning....
when i just waking up from bed...i can felt something is not right....

then .......i start too feel something going up from my stomach...run to the toilet..
uweekkkkkkk.........start to vomiting all the food i eat last night......

then my stomach scream..ahhh.....again diarrhoea....this is 2Nd time i get diarrhoea in kelantan...

huh....i suspect this is all because the murtabak i bought last night.....
ahhhh....this one whole day.....i cant STUDY,cant walk.......feel helpLESS.......
hmm.........now im feeling better......even after all the struggle i face today make me realize....
that when u are sick ,u cant do anything,,,,,,

thus,make me realize that i need to be more careful on what going down my stomach....
as my lecture said that here in kelantan..the food are full with E.CoLI.....ewwww......

week of BioethICs

this week,we study about Bioethics,
basically.....we study about communication and ethics in handling patient plus ethics in becoming a good Doc.....

even the block sounds like SOo easy and not complicated....
it consist of many things that ought to be learn.....just imagine....
in one day they will be like 5 lecture....then you need to study like 5 note in one nights...

making notes,remebering terms and Theories..will make your heart and soul feel frustrated.....just by looking all the compiles of notes like Gunung kinabalu.....(><)....... the maslow theory,the def of professionalism...aah......

huhu.....but i am very grateful i choose this path of life...because it make me realize that i am in the fields that i am born to be...hehe...

nak balik dah......

ict4me yang MURAH!!!!!

kengkawan forum..hua3

bukan balik sabah tapi balik bilik......

hua3.....

to all..jgn malas2 belajar....

study2 jugak.......tapi life kena enjoy....hua33

bubbye..salam

makan

(gmbar nih just main2 jer ekk..teda kena mengena dgn makan)

makanan kat kelantan...aka kat kampus aku nih ok banget....
murahlah...yg penting...

just imagine...air mcm air milo ais lah kan...rm1.3 jak..klo kat sabah haha..mo rm 1.8
nasi pun murah...
memang heavenlah for penggemar makanan...
plus...makanan dia ndak banyak yg len dari sabah..aka brunei punya masakan..(kan mak aku brunei)

so..memang bestlah.....
nasi with sayur n lauk just 2.50.....ok tau...sedap...ada rasa semua cukup..ndak mcm kml..kedekut garam..hua3...

klo breakfast pun u have like soo many choices...from goreng to soupy meal....
memang best...
n best part nih kan..sini sos..kicap...n sambal belacan ndak kena charge...
bukan mcm some area kat sabah yg samabal belacan tuh kena bayar..hua3

buah kat sini pun murah..
jadi boleh lah diet..aka makan healthy...hua3
nasi ambik sendiri jadi bolehlah control carbohydrates yg masuk ke dlm badan...

hee...
for summary..
here at my kampus in kelanatn ...the food are superb....
cheap.....delicious....plus the quality marvellous..hua3
nyummy...

ppsmi

tadi masa aku breakfast...
ada lah ternampak pengakhiran bi dalam math n science...

dalm hati aku terdetik kenapa?

perkara nih ada baik dan juga buruknya......
well,it depends on us how to judge it...

mcm japan ok jer guna bahasa sendiri..
tapi mungkin utk mencapai seperti jepun itu amat ...hmm
entahlah...
aku just doakan..batch bm nih..ok dlm pelajaran..

tapi orang kat luarsana..
jgn jadikan politik sbgai medium utk memporak perandakan dunia pembelajaran k....

kami student nak belajar..
jgn jadikan kami sbgai mainan politik...
itu jer hrapan aku....

study week started

hi guys...we meet again in pristine n grandeur...
here i posted some of the picture taken by my Prof.....candidly...during my orientation in usm...
so guys..hows ur life now???
how life in Uni.....here i meet all the geek...i mean al the Professor....dekan n everything...
cikgu syed nasir cakap orang pakar ilmu..aka ilmuwan..huhu
so itujaklah ahh..mau pg kuliah nih..hihi

this is the library....

fly over yg murah

huhu...

as a dental student in usm we need to learn same as the medic student..

but we ..dental student learn more becoz need to add up the dental syllabus..

so life here is quite hectic and chaos....

but can control lah jugak...

i want to congrtas my frenz kikie ..becoz getting pharmacy programe in egypt....
congrats again..

orientasi USM kampus kesihatan

besalahkan if orientation jer mesti boring lah,malaslah,lecehlah...dan mcm lagi....
sekarang nih kami tengah apply jpa.....
jadi curi2 update blog...hehe
aku dah tetapkan minda aku nak belajar kat usm nih.....

sebab aku tengok syllabus dier banyak yg bio..hua3..(takder math)
sini kan kat kelantan ...mcm orang cakap...tak maju sangat....hmm
tapi oklah..bgs utk belajar...
kan..
lagipun kat sini kan dentistry punya orang paling sikit......
sebab kos kami mahal perbelanjaan.....

medic kat sini ramai gilak...
alah...pointer pun lebih kurang jer dgn kami...
kalo dentist punya orang nak apply medic pun dapat ..confirm.....
sebab kuota sini banyak utk medic n allied health sciences.....

sini yg tak best kena kontrol mulut sebab..kan orang sabah...cakap dier pekat2....
orang lain tengok semacam jer...sabarjaklah.....
lagi satu.....makanan kat hostel taklah murah sangt ..tapi oklah..berbaloi....

satu benda yg aku tengah nak sesuaikan ialah..asramanya...makanan...semualah....
korang nak tau....
kalo ambik dentistry kat sini...
kita kena ikut semua pelajaran orang medic ...(semua sama)
kecuali kami kena tambah lagik belajar dental lah....

just imagine satu hari kuliah...
sebab USM jer buat syllabus dentistry dier mcm doktor perubatan...
tapi aku suka jugaklah...
sebab sama benda belajar ngan medic student....

facilities sini semua ok..kecuali asrama....
tandas dier oklah...
cuma dier punya tempat tidur a.k.a asrama dier kecik sangat...
sempit!!!!
lepas tuh dua tingkat katil dia...jijik kan....

aku kat atas lagik tuh...aaaaaaaa
MURAH!!!!

sini aku control lah..tak nak popular..hihi
nak fokus pelajaran........
sini banyak lagik malay dari yang len2

tapikan...kat sini semua pandai2 tau....
some yg medic tuh mcm bangga2nih...bikin panas..
sedangkan pointer lebih kurang jak..
tidak di nafikan banyak yg pandai...
aku pun rasa rendah diri kat sini....

orientasi dier oklah...
besok kami pergi camping kat pasir puteh kelantan..
utk yg medic dan gigi...
pasal camping tuh aku tak gemar sangat...
aku suka klo jungle tracking ker....
tapi aku tak suka tidur dalam khemah..MURAH...
dah lah aku besar....

hmm

sabarjaklah....

itujak lah dulu ahh..
kepada semua pembaca..

pls pray for me.......
as it may help me go through this very competitive and exciting Bio world..hua3
salam....

ingat afif.....................

STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Synopsis

9 mlm: terbang ke KL..tidur kat airport der

7 pagi esok:terbang ke kelantan..trus pg usm daftar.....

Majlis Anugerah Biasiswa Shell

This is the pentas lerrr.........
tengok how serious they are..passion nih dengar orang ceramah.....aku hmm..ambil gambar syak.....
look all this VVVIP that come to celebrate us......first we have chief minister of Sabah.....Pengarah pelajaran Sabah.......Pengarah pengurusan Shell Malaysia....Pengarah Shell Malaysia.....Cauoselor UMS......BEST kan...............hua3....aku salam Ketua MENTERI!!!!!..kweng3
actually.....this kan all the junior from many differ schools in sabah...yg embarassing tuh kan adakah mrsm student (ex school) dorang datang lambat...we are actually told to be there on or before 7.00 am.....just imagine ada orang kat kudat bleh smpai awal..dorang dekat syak lambat.....ok fine......



this is my Shell friends..all my friends kan non muslim nih..im glad i representing muslim today as scholar recepients......

Banyak yang I get this day.....first of all i would like to thank shell becouse pick me as one of the 3 scholar that get overseas scholar.....bayangkan aku jak bumi dalam scholarship luar negara....(wuish bangga nih)...just imagine 3 orang kami jak dpt oversea di sabah nih yg len dapat local!!!!!....

What i am very depressed today is that masa baca doa kan...all the 10 scholarship recepient kan... ndak angkat tangan nih... only me nih..huhu.....sedih sebab sikit jak orang islam dari sabah... dapat klu dapat pun tolak or ndak dpt datang ..rasa mcm sedih nih..huhu.....

ko tau???.......well as u all know im not the student that is very the geliga bah kan...soo im very surprised only 3 of us get scholar oversea(from sabah)......banyak gilak orang pandai dari aku nih di sini!!!!......mostly yg chinese lah kan yg pndai2....aku rasa aku dapt shell nih sebab im very dedicated bah on the interview.......very hard u know the interview.....berabis aku bercakap masa interview tuh.....

Dapat dari ceramah tadi:

Dato normah gagoh (pengarah pelajaran sabah)said that;
"dalam keadaan kegawatan ekonomi,shell masih membantu..."
"9 buah negeri di semenanjung sama dengan negeri sabah'
"keluasan negeri sabah ialah 70 000 km/persegi"
"51% pelajar dari LUAR bandar"

Datu Wee Liaw jin(pengarah pengurusan Shell);
"scholarship shell tetap sama tahun nih iaitu 11 juta....3.6 juta untuk sabah"

Datu Musa (ketua menteri sabah);
UMS tapak indah permai
gedung ilme kepada semua
shell memberi terus memberi
tanggungjawab sosial tdk dilupa

Hidup bersalam amalan kita
menyejukan hanagat di dalam hati
shell mmberi biasiswa
kita menyambut setulus hati

tapi the most best hari nih ...ialah PRESS INTERVIEW......bestnya..sebab kami kan oversea..dorang fokus kami nih..hihi..n im the only guy kan ..apa lagik...ada posing2 lagik utk shooting...hahaha...

mo beli nih semua news paper sabah..dari cina sampailah dusun..hihi........ndak sabar muka masuk tv..hehehe.........suruh kawan ayahlah belikan.sebab aku dah kat kelantan senah!!!...manalah sempat nak beli....yer senah.....hua3

hari yg penat dan PENAT

menyesal!!!!!MENYESAL!!!!!!!!.............menyesal tak urus awal2!!!!!hari nih punyalah penat buat semua bank in lah bayar sini lah...sudah lah internet di rumah mati2..stres!!!AKU!!!.......badan aku sengal2 driving satu hari nih....di KK tuh punyalah SESAK..kalah babi dalam tin.....berHIMPIT2!!!!!mcm hidung babi berlaga....aku di kereta mcm orang gila jak ketawa2 menyanyi2joget2 kat dalam kereta tengah2 jam...laein2 jak orang len tengok aku..sabar jak lah.....

Bukan apa ,hari Nih aku urus duit untuk bayar USM yg dentistry tuh..nasib medical check up kat kelantan bukan kat sini..huh...klo NDAK mati aku.......ohh lupa pulak mo cerita apa yg berlaku ke atas diri insan kiut yakni akulah bah.....

inilah ceritanya...kan aku dapt shell hari tuh....aku fikir shell yg urus segalanya dari U di uk tuh...pendaftaran segala...rupa2nya bukan..kami kena mohon sendiri ke U tuh dan sehinggalah aku mendapat surat or reply offer from U tuh baru ada kontrak utk sign dengan Shell..iyalahbah..aku pun jakun..kan aku orang kampung ndak pernah ambil tau pasal shell nih.....klo aku orang fizik masa di matriks dulu oklah...tapi malangya aku bio......


roomate chinese aku cakp mana lah mungkin shell mo urus segalanya...dorang tuh bukan jpa..dorang tuh badan swasta yg hanya menyediakan duit untuk kamu belajar..DUIT yg BANYAK utk kamu belajar dia cakaplah..jadi aku pun terfikir(time nih tengah mlm sudah)......mana mungkin kan jugak....jadi aku bertekad utuk tanya aka call besok Shell nih....

esoknya...bapa ku meleter aku untuk fikir bagus2...aku tau yg sinopsis ya dia mao aku ambil shell tuh.....just imagine ayah aku ambil cuti setengah ari just utk lecture aku.....tup tap ada call..kan aku plan mo call shell,tiba2 shell tuh call aku...dia tanya sama ada aku pg majlis anugerah biasiswa kat ums tuh???.....ohh yah lupa aku lagik mo kasi tau...kan kalo kita mo masuk U luar negara mesti ada a level (itulah pengetahuan aku)..jadi aku tanya lah dia semua..........perlu a level kah (klo ada.... aku ndak mo..gilak susah bahtuh a level)?????perlu apply sendiri kah????...

miss shell tuh cakp tak perlu a level ,matriks tuh dah ok dia ckp.....lepas tuh dia ckp kena apply U sendiri.....ohhhh bahhhhh di sudut hati ku.........".mcm aku ndak mo pg syak shell nih banyak urusan aku fikir yg perlu diurus sendiri"hatiku berbisik.....tiba 2 keluar dari mulut miss shell tuh yang membuat aku terasa bangga..."u go lah.....you the only representing bumi You know....you should be proud.."katanya...wah...aku ckp betulkah nih...........jadi kawan 2 aku yg dapt yg len tuh bukan bumi????.....ok fine...aku cakap dalam hati....

jadi selepas semua itu aku cakap aku akan pg shell...tapi keputusan U di uk tuh 30 jun......daftar usm 27 jun....jadi yg aku takut nih....perumpamaan 'yg dikejar tak dapat yg dikendong berciciran' berlaku ke atas diriku.....kalo aku ndak pg usm aka daftar 27 jun nih..nama aku akan hilang dari muka bumi ipta nih...jadik aku bincang n family aku........family aku mo bah aku pg shell nih......aku pun ndak mo hampakan dorangkan....

jadik selepas musyawarah(berbincang)..dan berdiskusi dengan penuh getaran jiwa yg melanda hati dan perasaan..beta memutuskan utk pg kedua duanya.........beta akan pg usm dulu dan mendaftar sebagai student ..dan klo dapat shell tuh..beta akn keluar dari usm.........ada jugak aku fikir kan duit tuh akan hangus...parents aku cakap ndak pah....."masa depan ko ni bang..."mereka berkata......

terharu nih ....tadi menagis aku di kereta (sekarang pun bergenang sudah)..mengenang banyaknya pengorbanan mereka utk insan ini................

dgn itu aku berharap semua persoalan kawan2 terjawab....sekian salam.....

Pening.......

Semalam kan...ada email dari Shell yang aku dapat pg luar negara tuh.....memang lama sudah aku tunggu jawapan dari Shell nih....sebab aku buat berabis sudah masa interview dia....(check post lama2)....jadi mo tau jugak aku punya result kan...

tup tap tup tap DAPAT!!!!!.....for info.....aku dah dpt dentistry kat usm nih..dah nak bayar yuran pon..masalah nya dapt lagik tawaran shell nih pada hari3 terakhir..aku pun pening..............nak pg yg mana??????

banyak respon yg aku dapt dari sekeliling aku...family...kawan.....semualah.....cikgujer lagik yg aku blum tanya....pening.......susah nya mo decide..masa pun berjalan..3 hari jak lagik mo terbang.......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...dan hari terbang tuh sama pulak dgn dgn hari anugerah biasiswa Shell.....huh...........:(

mak aku ckp stay kat kelantan sebab sana jadik Dr..lagipun mama aku cakap klu sana tuh jauh ..then klu aku dah hbs kerjak pun travelling jugak......pg anu lah kunun..india,msir pg cari minyak..kan shell dunia!!!jadik dia risau aku di laut lama2..di negeri orang lama2.....huhu.....tambahan pulak mama aku risau klu aku ndak bulih angkat,,,physic kan.....tapi yg aku ambil jadi geologist..bukan ada engineering belakang dia kan???

ayah aku pulak mo jak aku pg sana......sebab kewangan............kan shell tanggung semua.....lepas tuh ada kawan dia yg dapt shell jugak dulu..sekarang dah berhenti sebab baru kerja sekejap dah boleh ada modal beli bangunan buat motel sendiri kat tenom kah klo ndak silap aku..means......banyak bah gajik klu kerja dgn shell.......

aku pun ndak tau sekarang nih......tapi hati nih rasa mana2 jak tapi suka sangat klu dapat duit banyak......sebab kan aku belajar selama nih kan mo bantu family aku bah..kami bukan datang dari keluarga senang..my mum rajin sangat cari duit...ni moto n prinsip aku belajar...

"aku belajar kerana Allah,untuk bahagiakan parents n family"

jadi aku kalo pikir pasal mama jak aku nangis nih(klo yg sedih2)..aku nih jenis anak mak n very sensitive klo benda related dgn mama nih....klo tengok muvie pun antara semua kawan laki..akulah pling awal keluar air mata..pelik betul..

jadi aku kan selalu tuh di matriks menangis malam2 klu mo tidur tuh sebab teringat mak...ingat yg mak kita hidup bukan lama..jadi aku mo sanagt kasi bahagia dorang ..... cara utk aku balas satu result exam...kedua duit.......itulah apa yg aku rasa selain doa n everything.......kenapa 2 tuh aku tekankan sebab kan kadang2 perkara tuh susah tul aku mo capai dan bg sama dorang......

mo jugak aku bg dorang duit pg Haji kah...kereta kah..rumah kah....aku rasa itulah impian aku..aku ndak mo tengok dorang kerja susah2 lagik...(bergenang sudah mata)......hmm..klo aku tulis lagik kan mesti banyak lagik yg terkeluar.....

hmm..itula nih..aku minat dentistry tuh...dari kecil lagik aku mau jadi...tapi shell tuh belajar 3 tahun jak ada 2 thun extra klo compare dgn dentistry...bulih aku buat lebih lagik......hmm......ntahlah.....sekarang ni tengah pikir...

DUIT atau KERJAYA

hmm..assalamualikum